我等候的願望, 總是失望 . .

my blog song lyrics.
i like to post my song lyrics out,
cus i find it meaningful.

anyway, its quoted somewhr in google.
anything u ppl wana noe or find, can jus google.

ALBUM: 想太多 / Thinking Too Much
ARTIST: Nicky Lee Jiu Zhe (李玖哲), sometimes also Nick Lee

Translator: bloodredrosez, please credit if taking.

*Note: The pronoun 他 or “ta” can be either “him” or “her,” but in this song it’s referring to a male. Sometimes the female form (她, also pronounced “ta”) is used for clarification. For example, using the female form in the title of David Tao’s “Do You Love Him or Me” (愛我還是他) would have made it less confusing, since you can’t tell by the title and it would be otherwise awkward to translate it as “Do You Love Me or Him/Her.” The reason why the translation is “him” in that title is actually because the MV shows that the song is about a woman choosing between two men.

你笑著說他是朋友
You laughingly say that he/she is a friend

但你眼中太溫柔
Yet there is too much tenderness in your eyes

我的不安那麼沉重
My uneasiness is that heavy

只有你不懂
Only you don’t understand.

他霸占了你的心中屬於我的角落
He/she has taken over the corner of your heart that belongs to me

所以你說我們不是你和我
So you say we are not together

是我想太多你總這樣說
It’s just that I am thinking too much, you always said so.

但你確沒有真的心疼我
But you don’t truly care about me

是我想太多我也這樣說
I am thinking too much, I even say the same.

是唯一能安慰我的理由
This is the only reason that can comfort me.

我想我沒有錯怪了什麼
I think I haven’t mistaken anything

雖然你不說都是錯在我
Although you don’t say, perhaps the fault is mine

太晚我才懂愛了你太多
I realized too late that I love you too deeply

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Jessiie leaves her memories @ <3
4:02 AM

Hello,
Do u guys noe wads MM chocolates?
here is it.

de MM chocolates.

okie, y MM chocolates?
bcus my boyfren have been buying it everi single day.
and it has addicted me!
he buys few packets each time,
& each time he would say, "my meimei wan la"
in de end, he ate up everything.

and i opened his last packet of MM jus tnow.
ahas.

Ohya, i took photos of his new re arranged room
those rearrange ideas is me giving him de.
how isit? neat?

and he bought one extra mirror home,
bcus de both of us are alwys using mirror
before going out n before bed.
so one is not enough.

ok, thats all.
i actualli can make more tidy n neater.
but he keep telling me dis must keep, tt mus keep.
zz.
btw, im cooking pasta tmr, my brother requested for it.
so cooking for 4person, me, dear, bro & lijuan.

bye!
his so busy watchin online movies now.
& im so hungry, looking for food soon.

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Jessiie leaves her memories @ <3
2:50 AM

Didnt blog for quite sometime.
Few things to mention,

Went to Junn bf bdae at boatquay, mansion pub.
Dear accompanied me along.
Junn bf's fren told Dear that he looks young,
& they mention Dear singing is veri good.
after we left boatquay, Dear start to action infront of me.
Btw is me who influence him in singing so good wan ok.
Hahas.

& on sunday night, we did a tidy up in his room.
Its not jus a normal tidy up, its de whole room, ups & downs.
which took more den 5hrs.
wondering why my dear suddenly tidy de room?
deres a reason beside.
we were lying on bed, & chatting.
forget chat until wad, & i told him

" if u wana me to stay ur hse everidae,
u have to tidy ur whole room, make it neat & tidy.
Bcus its so messy. "

& he immediately agreed.
& wan to tidy it immediately.
cus he said wanted me to stay wif him everidae.
But before that we went back to my hse, cus his mummy bought durians,
ask Dear & me to bring back home for my family.
den stayed at my hse few hrs,
back to his hse and started de tidy up.
he threw away lots of thing he didnt use or touch anymore.
and alot of his past things never use or see.

Had mac breakfast & we slept at 8am!.
veri tired.
nothing much recently
went far east ytd, novena jus now.
staying wif bf everyday watching online shows.
suppose to meet xiu ytd n todae wif bf,
but timing and places crop up.

ok. gtg. his getting bored.
ohya, de small naughty cat at dear hse,
jus run over me, and whole body stepped on me.
its super naughty and crazy. u won believe it until u saw it.
& sometimes realli piss off.
Dear saw him stepping until me, and he went to beat that small cat.
veri naughty.

byebye.

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Jessiie leaves her memories @ <3
2:29 AM

PAPA! PAPA! DADDY! DADDY!.

His a DADDY BOI.
People alwys say MUMMY BOI.
But i happened to noe dis guy veri diff.
Guess who am i saying?
Ppl who noe me shld noe who am i saying.
He is 2yrs older den me, so 22 dis yr.
Everything find DADDY.
Aiyo, eat until so big size for wad?
in de end oso DADDY!
SO PAISEH N XIA SUAY.
bcus u don dare to tok to ur age people, need DADDY DADDY.
Everything oso DADDY, luckily that guy now is not my fren anymore.
Bcus his a DADDY BOI.

Take de money and call ur chicken isit .
hahahahas. bye DADDY BOI.

PS: not refering to my boifren, don mistken. I AM REFERING TO THAT GUY ! WHOM I DON LIKE. YES & U.! DADDY BOI!

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Jessiie leaves her memories @ <3
5:53 PM

Omg! 5.37am and im not asleep!
later still need to wake Dear up at 8am.
& need to accompany him to Cmpb for reporting cus he nv attend RT.
which he supposed to.
see, dis is wad happen when u don attend somethings which u supposed to.
making ur ownself stress onli.
his father jus came into de room, passed me $150.
asked me to pass to dear to pay de fined later.
hahas, he still duno tt dis thing has been settle for him,
cus he slp like duno wad.
but let me tell u again, not everything money can settle.
learn from it. ur mistakes.
when its a must to attend, den jus attend.
waste de $150 for no reason, might as well use it to pay ur bike all dis.

ohya,
my bf is a stalker!.
just now in de early nite, he stalk my msn conversation wif my frens at his laptop.
duno how he stalk la, but he said gt chat log history.
& begin to question me here n dere, when i hvn even question finish his thing lor.
yes, i added him back in msn.
i did chat wif him in msn, he did chat wif me too.
but we nv meet at all, u r worst k.
afterall, we are fine now.

***
wad done cnt be undone. jus have to accept it
open ur heart wider, it will be good for everyone including urself.
leave me n kim alone. thanks.
u have a wonderful & mature bf, cherish it!

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Jessiie leaves her memories @ <3
5:52 AM

我以為你是真的愛過
I had thought you truly loved

所以我才認真把握
Only then was I able to earnestly confident

不知不覺陷入愛的漩渦
Unwittingly caught in love's vortex

抓不住解救的繩索
Unable to grab onto a rope to be rescued

我為你付出了太多太多
For you it cost me too much

從沒問過愛的結果
Never questioned this love's outcome

可是你一次一次的出賣我
However time and again you betrayed me

一次一次讓我難過
Time and again made me suffer

不要用我的愛來傷害我
Do not use my love to hurt me

你知道我是多脆弱
You knew how vulnerable I was

我做錯了什麼你要懲罰我
What have I done to deserve your punishment?

如果這樣你還說愛我
If this is how you show you still love me?

不要用我的愛來傷害我
Do not use my love to hurt me

你的绝情無法閃躲
Your heartlessness is unavoidable

如果你要解脫撕毀的承諾
If you want to tear this promise to pieces

請把我從前對你的愛還給我
Please return the love I have given you

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Jessiie leaves her memories @ <3
4:20 PM

22.06.2009, Monday

DO I LOOK LIKE KIM JUN HONG? WIF SPECS ON.
WAHAHAS!

Back from dinner. went to orchard hotel for buffet dinner.
Dear u should have cum. u miss tt nice dinner. hahaas.
nice hotel, nice environment.

before tt met my mummy at shop & shave my eye brown again.
dis time, more thinner. & i like it.
milk tea again, think addicted by him.

Oh, i took many photos.
many photos of me.

Me & oyster. ( i don eat oyster. i find it yucky! take for fun de. )

de buffet corner.

while eating, soup soup

dis is veri nice.

again, me.

& after dinner.

& dis is cute.

okie, tts all.
i tink xiu is angry wif me. cus of tt aeroplane i gave.
promise to meet dem for drinking & slacking. but cant go.
sorry, i meet u again ok.?

im suppose to meet some frens too.
but ended didnt meet. cus im wif my dear everidae.

okie, im seeing xiaomei soon. but duno when. ahas.

byebye!

im so piss off wif something right now.
and im telling u, is super piss off.!

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Jessiie leaves her memories @ <3
3:44 PM

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